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open meadow

by Kansas-lee

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1.
open meadow 04:26
where you walked through me, is an open meadow where you once were, is an open sky where you were beside me, is now golden rays of sunshine i had decided to be broken i had accepted my defeat i had encouraged, the darkness to take over me and now time has made it easy to see i dont regret you and i dont forgive you cause there's no need, cause there's no blame but i've been trying to understand your awful pain and now time has made it easy to see where you walked through me, is an open meadow where you one were, is an open sky where you were beside me, is now golden rays of sunshine
2.
shaken 04:01
what did you say, my heart is aching, its the end of the day again, and i've done nothing come and tell me, it'll all be over, i have nothing left to do here i have nothing what did i hear, did you say that i'm dying, well i cant stop this crying over nothing so come and tell me, it'l all be over, you have nothing left to prove here, you have nothing come here, but do not lie my heart can only beat so fast shaken in my bones but i'm not sorry for being myself anymore where did you go the other day i couldn't find you and then i saw her behind you, old as winter damn that day and the hell that it brought you well i don't really blame you, not for nothing come here, but do not lie my heart can only beat so fast shaken in my bones but im not sorry for being myself anymore
3.
i awoke and i spoke to you rambled on and on for an hour or two we talked of love, we talked of pain until we both saw the sad birds a coming before the sun, before the rain, oh we could hear their little wings a just a humming all my time, wasted on what i find, in every illogical piece of my mind on your floor i always do this to my, do this to myself i always do this to my, do this to myself painted in red, painted in blue but i always do this my, do this myself i said no, well i'd rather go to the city but man you should have seen what that dirty old place did to me played through cars and played in bars until i couldn't even hear the sound of my own heart beating she said i, romanticize life and that's why i'm always feeling so defeated all my time wasted on what i find, in every illogical piece of my mind on your floor i always do this to my, do this to myself i always do this to my, do this to myself painted in red, painted in blue, but i always do this to my, do this to myself darling don't you
4.
australia 04:51
how have you been doing, can we start writing those letters, that we said that we'd be sending soon half my worlds on fire, and i think thats how i want it, i've been known to seek impending doom it's a foggy sunday morning, and im sitting in my kitchen, finishing a song i wrote for you although i sleep a lot, often right through the day in my dreams you're not so far away australia australia oh... are you sick of working, are you making anytime for sleeping under the different stars you see from over there now im staring up above me at the picture that you made me, of the woman with the sunflower hair now im doing so much better and im happy to be older, cause the less i give a shit the more i care and oh i know it's hard, to leave the past behind but you told me what we seek we almost always find australia australia oh... i met a man, just yesterday, he spoke of love, so far away and when i asked him where, his eyes looked away he said somewhere near byron bay australia australia oh... it's a foggy sunday morning, and i'm sitting in my kitchen finishing a song i wrote for you
5.
i grew up in a forest, i'd count the birds dirty hands when i got home when i get the sense that i'm losing, because i am not choosing to pay any mind to what i need, and i end up bleeding ah and this happens to me all the time but i still forget ah this happens to me all the time but i still forget oh wont you pick me up on your way to california and ill try my best to laugh ha ha ha ha.... i grew up in a forest, id count the birds each ones shadow on the ground guiding me home and when i alone and my thoughts are, so much louder than my voice is, well i write them down and teach myself to sing, and i end up dancing ah this happens to me all the time but i still forget ah this happens to me everyday but i still forget oh wont you pick me up on your way to california and ill try my best to laugh ha ha ha ha.... i grew up in a forest, id count the birds..
6.
today i learned how to make nothing out of something what i meant to say is i learned to make everything okay when it wasn't and as the sun does shine, in a way so does the rain everything ventured, everything gained and today i met a blind man, who asked me why i couldn't see all of the beauty right in front of me oh he told me to dance oh he told me to sing he said its the only way to be free and my unfinished sentences get fished out of the sea by your hands you try to make sense of it all but you cant make water out of sand and as the sun does shine, well again so does the rain and for every bad, comes a couple good days. and my love is not a license, no my love is not a key and i do not own you and my darling you don't own me and my love is not a license, no my love is not a key and i do not own you and my darling you don't own me
7.
sailboat 05:11
molly has eyes to see what is not shown she takes me to places to sing over bones and the stories i tell you well they're not my own but i know them so well they're from the fields that i've sewn and the people i've loved well i still love them now and you know that the truth is i miss them somehow though the pain that they gave me still lingers around and causes the noises in my brain to be loud light a fire for me and when you invite me in tell me where you are going and where you have been and if it all seems to much, well you can ask me to leave and ill befriend the night owl and the old willow tree find a sailboat, and i will, cross the ocean, i will float find a sailboat and i will go with you now the people are all getting stuck in their ways and johnny says money is the thing that he hates and if we all got along, and tore down the gates we could fight off the greed that makes everything grey and the way that you said, it was the way that you sang it was the moon in the morning, it was the notes that you played and i don't remember much, but i remember that day and how you made me feel about love and the rain light a fire for me and when you invite me in tell me where you are going and where you have been and if it all seems to much, well you can ask me to leave and ill befriend the night owl and the old willow tree find a sailboat and i will go, cross the ocean i will float find a sailboat and i will go with you find a sailboat and i will go, cross the ocean i will float find a sailboat and i will go with you light a fire for me and when you invite me in tell me where you are going and where you have been and if it all seems to much, well you can ask me to leave and ill befriend the night owl and the old willow tree
8.
ceiling 03:41
the storm in my body's not settled, after the mighty tornado spun me around, leaving me alive i've got no more time left to kill but i've got half a glass i need to fill with cider or wine, or whatever's the cheapest here i open up my eyes today and when i look up well i see nothing but my ceiling, but my ceiling and im not afraid to be here now i wanna be a part of this somehow we've all got a voice but we need to learn to listen shake off the dirt and go dancing don't change a thing you've been given they're all the same we need someone different i open up my eyes today and when i look up well i see nothing but my ceiling, but my ceiling there's a peaceful blue light that comes through my window at night and the tree on main street is making shapes on the wall just for me does it ever stay good permanently

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A collection of songs written over the past year, recorded in the living room on a 1906 Gourlay upright piano, using a USB mic and a laptop. All songs were written, performed and produced by myself. Thank you to my family and friends for your patience, love and support.
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released January 24, 2019

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